Saturday, March 7, 2026

The Seer

 They called her al-Mubsira, the one who sees.


It was not a title given in reverence, but in suspicion.

In the small stone town clinging to the mountain like a stubborn prayer, women were meant to see only what was in front of them: the laundry line, the steaming pot, the path to the mosque or church on Fridays or Sundays. They were not meant to see what was hidden, and certainly not what was yet to come.

But the Seer had been born with a gaze that seemed to pierce through walls, through faces, through centuries. When she was a child, she would speak of things before they happened, a neighbor’s wedding, a drought, a soldier’s return. Her mother would hush her and pinch her arm beneath the table, whispering don’t say such things, but by then it was too late. The town had noticed.

At first, they laughed. Then, when the things she spoke began to happen, they prayed louder in her presence. She could feel the weight of their eyes in the market, some curious, some fearful, some laced with a bitter awe.

In a place where scripture was quoted as though it were the last word on every woman’s life, the Seer became a theological riddle. Men in the mosque shook their heads: If God wanted such visions, He would have sent them to a man. In the church, whispers curled around the incense: Perhaps she is touched by something unholy.

They never asked her if the visions were a blessing or a curse.

But she knew the truth, that sight was not a gift bestowed gently. It was an inheritance soaked in the grief of every woman before her who had been told to stay quiet, stay soft, stay in the shadow of men who did not see as far. The visions came to her like storms, leaving her trembling and sleepless. She would see a mother burying her son before the soldiers had even marched into town; she would see the moon’s shadow over the valley before anyone had thought to mark the calendar.

And still, she lived alone. It was easier that way.

Women came to her in secret, cloaked and quiet, asking questions their husbands would have scorned. Will the child I carry survive? Will my sister return? Should I leave him? The Seer would look into their eyes, not to predict, but to listen for the truth they already feared. Sometimes, she gave them answers. Sometimes, she gave them silence, because silence was kinder.

They said she defied the will of God. She said God’s will was far more complex than they dared to admit. In the scripture she had been taught, there were women who led armies, women who defied kings, women who bore prophecies in their own trembling voices. But those stories had been buried under centuries of male interpretation, smoothed down until the women were no more than obedient shadows.

So the Seer refused to be obedient.

When they called her dangerous, she wore the word like an amulet. When they avoided her in the street, she smiled to herself, for it meant they still feared what a woman could be.

And when she looked at the mountain, at its steadfast spine cutting the horizon, she thought: Perhaps I was born to be misunderstood. And perhaps that is its own kind of freedom.

Because to be a woman who sees, in a world that tells you not to, is to resist every prayer they have ever prayed to keep you blind.

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